the guardian's flame

Celi posted a thing, so I'm swiping it for myself. xD

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I will cram this INTO YOUR ASS



behold, the pink assvibrator

LOL My cousin is stupid.

Okay, so, he steals my brother's credit card, tries to buy stuff off the internet with it. Credit card company denies it, but it still gets sent anyway because they didn't deny it in time. The stuff shows up at his mom's work, and he gets caught red handed. It's bad enough that he's not allowed over anymore and the credit card company wants to press charges, but then we find out he made SEVEN more charges to the card and spent well over 500 dollars, plus 250 dollars in overdraw fees.

and again, he has the nerve to lie to everyone and say he didn't do it!

seriously idk wtf is wrong with my cousin, but he's in some real shit now, considering the credit card company IS pressing charges on him now and my mom is pursuing it.

and NO, it's not the first time he's done this. he was 9 years old and stole his dad's card and bough 2000 dollars worth of porn on the internet. he's 13 now :P he's also stolen cash from me right out of my room.

i'm really glad the credit card company is pursuing this :) maybe he will finally LEARN HIS FUCKING LESSON

in other news ...

( a bunch of screencaps i've been meaning to load for a while (lol hueg laem pictarz) )

I present to you an example of conversation that only exists on the Horde side:



*headdesk*

I went to my cousin's house for her birthday party yesterday, she turned 17 on the 11th.

NEVER AGAIN

I don't know what it is with her but she's an obnoxious little cunt, and I was seriously ready to slap the living shit out of her. Her friends too. I even told her to cut her shit out and to stop acting so rude, and I just don't see how her mother lets her talk to people that way. Even to HER, and she gets away with it. I know if I said half the crap she says I'd have gotten a busted lip for it. Ugh, children :/

Hmmm ... I still haven't signed up for classes yet, but I need to get financial aid first. Bah, I have so much crap to do and I have no desire to do it. I just want to lay in bed and sleep forever.

Last night it was just me and my mom when we got home, so we watched The Road to El Dorado, she'd never seen it. She liked it though, so I'm happy :)

Today my brother and his friend are going with my cousin to yet another extension of her birthday party, swimming out some-fucking-where. I hope she drowns.

I really really have missed a lot.  I'm reading back through people's journals and I just feel like shit over it.  I'm sorry.  Saying that won't do much, but at this point it's all I can do short of being around more. And for being around for 2 days, I think I've done pretty okay.  I've signed on and talked, right?

In other news, tomorrow is orientation.  I'm a little nervous, I don't know what they're going to do with me.  Can't be anything too bad, but I hope I get put into some halfway decent classes.  The test they gave me was a placement test, but I'm still worried about it, I practically christmas-tree'd the math part.  Fuck math.

In a bit more bothersome news I've officially given up on my paladin.  I don't want to farm heroics, I don't want to farm dailies, I don't want to farm with my professions.  She's beyond redemption, seeing as I've lost the motivation and the fun with her.  I sign on to her and I get antsy and frustrated.  I get worried if I'm doing my job right.  I get worried about finding a home for her.  That should never happen.  I'll probably bring her back for WotLK, and I'm glad that TBC has shown people what my class can do beyond spamming Flash of Light, but there's just no space for her.  I started too late.  My priest ... that's an entirely different story.  I'm having fun with her.  I'm having fun playing.  I don't feel stressed.  I feel at home almost, and I don't feel obligated to do anything except to quest my little heart out, and I'm not alone in it.  I'll always be an ally pally at heart, though. Sasarai is still an amazing character and I'm proud of what I was able to do for her, but she just got the short end of the stick.  She's everything I wanted her to be; an epic'd-out tank, easily able to attain 18k health, she's uncrushable, generates mad-crazy threat, and she can provide her own consumables.  She could do amazing things as a tank, but she's just got no place.  She will be a farming character till WotLK, when I'll give her another try.

I don't think I really understand what's happening with the internet, were people on Livejournal always so ... the way they are? idk, skimming over the journals of friends-of-friends I can't really tell if people were born stupid or if the internet made them that way.  People are being way too sensitive and reading too far into stuff that doesn't mean shit and I'm just trying to figure out what happened.

You know those silly songs that talk about falling in love and stuff that you never think really happens?  I feel like one of those songs right now, and I feel very real. <3

So ... what's happened?

I got my computer taken away for running the phone bill up over 1000 dollars, and it was pretty sucktastic but I got it back. I'm pretty happy about it. :)

Still a WoWfag, though I am feeling a little hopeless about my paladin. Tanks aren't wanted, neither are lolret, and I hate healing with her. If I wanted to fall asleep really fast I'd lay in bed, not heal as a paladin. But here I am, applying for Citizens of the Asylum as a holy paladin and trying to find a place on this stupid server where I can be. I rolled a horde priest, and I do want to level her, but I love my paladin too much. I'm still convincing myself there's hope for her to do what I wanted her to do instead of having to fall into the role of just a healbot.

Speaking of applying for places, I went job hunting yesterday with David; not a lot of places are hiring. Some are, most aren't. The important thing is we got plenty of apps into places and I'm praying to the gods one of them calls me back. I seriously need a job. I don't really want one, but I know I need it. I need to pay my mom.

I'm starting school soon too, in the fall. I wish I wasn't alone in it, it'd be nice to have someone to go with, but this time I'm on my own. I don't really like the idea of going to school by myself, I've never liked doing anything by myself, it just feels too awkward.

I've been re-reading the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy and cleaning, hopping between that and the War of the Ancients Trilogy that I've still yet to finish. I've decided I really really really like Krasus, and I think my favorite part with him was when Aviana gave him the feature to attach to his chest so he could carry Malfurion. He was just so happy for the first time in the book apart from meeting Korialstrasz~

Ummm ... Not much else to talk about. Gonna attempt to do this application for CotA, cross your fingers kiddies.

Fuck it, I'm rolling Horde. :)

:P I'm back.

Will make a substantial post later, just informing you guys I'm not a crazy stalker.  Just been out of it for a while.